But indeed, Halloween is really over, and it took a couple of weeks for me to really realize it. I still saw at least three houses decorate for Halloween on my walks to work up until today! Of course I love it, but at the same time, everywhere else I see Christmas stuff. I don't HATE Christmas, I just don't observe it. I still decorate and can enjoy Christmas stuff here and there, but I don't observe it. I still love sending out Christmas cards, I just don't OBSERVE it. Is this making any kind of sense? I don't want gifts, because I don't get other people gifts, maybe a handful of people, but like, BARELY. The whole gift giving thing just makes absolutely no sense to me. And it makes people broke and depressed by the end of it anyway. Oh yeah, and of course there is that minor detail of my day of birth being six days before XMAS, so that kind of ruins things too. There ARE people out there who have Christmas birthdays and who love the holiday, I'm just indifferent.
But anyway, we'll talk about Christmas some other time, because well, it IS still happening. If I were to have a tree, I would get a white one or a black one, and decorate it Halloweenish, duh.
Ya know, I was going to come on here and talk about what's been going on in my head and what not lately, but I think I'll just leave it at this. Basically, I've been pretty busy lately, looking forward to Thanksgiving though, and have been putting too much on my plate ALREADY. Some of the things on my mind lately include, but are not limited to: being responsible for Thanksgiving dinner again, work and my lack of motivation, the millennial curse and the fate of my generation, the fact that I stopped my regular birth control and haven't had a period in four years and am just waiting around for the shit storm to come back with a vengeance, worried that I won't find success in social media and won't find my niche in the YouTube world, renaissance faire, my friends' dating lives and how interesting yet terrifying it all sounds, wtf am I doing with my life, being wishy-washy in every aspect of my life and wondering if real grown people ever feel the same way. Among so many other things.
Okay, well, sorry no pictures today, but if you're interested in books and/or supporting my channel, please watch my video/s. Thank you, I appreciate any views and support.
PEACE OUT!