0.07 and Counting.

Recently one of the most exciting things in my life has been researching and checking YouTube analytics.  It's been going at a snails pace but every little change is quite exciting for someone just starting out.  I honestly don't expect much from my silly little channel.  I don't really have a target audience, I just make videos for the sake of making videos, but it's quickly become my new favorite hobby and even with as little effort as I'm putting into it as I am, it's still quite time consuming!  I don't even fully know how to edit yet and I still find myself up later than I usually am, researching and spending time on YouTube in general.  I've even had a couple of nights already where I forgot I was hungry, and have been having to force myself to eat before I tuck into my bed with my laptop for the night.  This morning I also had to force myself to make my lunch for work too and not stay busy doing other things and maybe rely on picking up lunch later.  I was so engrossed the other day I forgot to drink water and kept wondering why I was so thirsty all day.  Even this morning, with all of the seven cents of excitement, I kept repeating to myself, "OMG, I have so much to do..." On top of all of my day to day menial tasks.

Well, that was a fucking mouthful!

And trust me, I have plenty more to say.

I was kind of joking with my boyfriend too when I was talking about how exciting it was when I said, "I feel reborn!"  Truth joke.

I also just kind of like feeling busy again.  With this crappy blog, YOUTUBE, work, my ONE class which is almost over (thank goodness), social media in general, and now I'm even considering getting a Twitter account.  On top of that, all my other life shit I have to deal with, like Obamacare, actually going to the doctor, dealing with my epilepsy BS, cats, cat puke, avoiding Christmas, going to school if I can afford it, vacation planning for next September.  OH LORD.  Why do we do this to ourselves, huh?

Ha, well, nice thing, my bb gave me my birthday presents early this year.  This beautiful ring I found at Renaissance Faire, which wasn't in my size there, but he went online later and bought the correct size as a surprise:

As well, he got me a Magic Bullet!  Like the kind on the infomercial, lol.  I don't have a picture of the MB itself, but I do have a picture of this hummus I made with it, which he said looked "liquidy."  Of which, I of course maturely replied with, "YOU look liquidy."

I think I just added too much olive oil, honestly.  After I ate the entire bowl I didn't feel so great either.  I tend to over-do it with the hummus though....

Onward, the rest of this month will of course be jam packed.  I have a Christmas party this Saturday, was invited to another but will have to decline because I can't be overwhelming myself.  Then I planned a birthday shindig, but will have people come to ME at my apartment.  Makes it a little less stressful for me.

HOLD THAT THOUGHT.  I literally had to stop myself just now and make myself go get some water.

I don't really "observe" actual Christmas, so I don't worry myself with that, and don't feel pressure to buy gifts, thank gawd.

As for the short term, vegan eating and weight training have been going well, even though it's only been a couple of weeks for the weight training, I already can feel a difference.  I have noticed with my body, I can gain muscle quite easily, especially when I'm eating right.  This pleases me.

AAAANNDD tonight, my good friend and I are filming a fun video for my channel, and I was originally going to tell you lovely people what it is, but I think I'll leave it a surprise.

In the mean time, please watch my most recent two videos if you have not! :-D

Well, that's all for now folks!  Again, it's way too long, so congratulations for making it this far ;)

Much love, kittens!